The Most Exhausting Cycle

I've given up some things
For just a time, of course
The trampled trails
And vintage vails
All in the hopes that I'd prevail
To kill sin from the source

I felt like such a saint
For suff'rings deep and wide
If gifts to give
Were relative
I'd have a fragrant life to live
Instead, I stunk with pride

I found to my dismay
There's always more to lose
What man lets go
His heart will stow
The sin with even more to grow
His good will sinks him ever low
But wait, there is good news...(mark 10:26-27)

band update

I'm not going to lie, the band was on the rocks for a month or two.
Foday wasn't sure whether or not he wanted to continue. As stressful as it was, I slept like a baby through this time, nothing really on my mind to think about.
Now that things are on the up and up again, it takes forever to get to sleep. Too many ideas.
It's like a nervous energy that I absolutely love.
As long as the band continues to produce, I'll continue to not sleep and that is a sacrifice I am willing to make.
-andy